• dip me in the water

    I took a shower last night for the first time since March 3. No wonder I ain’t got no dates. 2135 A NE 16th Ave Portland, OR 97212

  • the holding company

    At 6:45 Wednesday eve I said goodbye and thank you to my landlady. Her name’s Laura. I spent hangout time with the two kitties Wednesday. They are Ramona and Leroy. They ain’t no Connie…

  • soul sister Janis (Jan 19)

    Northeast coffee shop time, every quiet street blanketed in the tunnels of lush spring green, I’m switching stations and there’s Earth, Wind, and Fire’s “September” and here’s the wickedest urge to pull over, jump…

  • somebody loan me a dime

    So, here I am in an attic and this time next week – if the creek don’t rise – in a basement. Life falling out in front of me. I’m leaving because I’m leaving.…

  • hold me all the time

    Doug. Dr. Douglas Martin, PhD in Urban Studies UCLA, founder and CEO of the Westside Center for Independent Living – CIL – the second in the state of California and almost surely the country.…

  • the dignity of risk

    “I can’t get enough of de Kooning.” It was my first thought when I opened my eyes. In the summer of 1977 I was sleeping on a floor in my friend’s cottage in Venice…

  • try a little tenderness

    The past two days I have been stopped at the front door of interviews for positions for which I was entirely qualified three times because I wouldn’t work all of the posted part-time hours.…

  • how it feels

    A guy who was in the rooms when I first set out doing the sober thing was always saying, “I don’t know nothing about nothing.” It took me two years to realize he wasn’t…

  • the market place

    What do I need money for beyond the obvious? — peanut butter, coffee, some food, gasoline. I have enough books, and my ragged clothes are exactly the rags the Buddha wore strolling back into…

  • mondays are okay

    I was happy with the seven-part story that unfolded here these past seven weekdays, none of which I prepared or expected. It simply fell out. And especially with that most interesting married couple. I…